muhahaha=>:D i wanna say dis to everyone....forget my name....forget who i am....forget the way i used to be....just noe this....my name is SABINA....i am a christian, maybe a horrible one, but i am, i believe that GOD is my saviour, my only LORD. I shall have no other before him and everything else behind him.

da day before yesterday, i went to a party. a party which i knew no one at all. hahhaa=>:D i suppose the image i let on tells people that i am different than the type of person i am. hahaha=>:D i can't say i really got along with those people, but i sure enjoyed being with that group of people. hahaha=.:D i suppose it's just cause i'm a bit diff, but den again.....maybe i'm just another typical person. hahaha=.:D

sometimes blanked mind and blanked emotions are awesome.....den u dun really think except dat u ask why u feel dat way. hahahaha=>:D i really have no clue what i'm talking about....but bak to my day with those friends i consider friends even though i dunno em muchie...

bak to my experience on dat day. sorry to have like wasted ur time by going to ur housie...but everytime i go.....i enjoy myself...even doe it may be boring to sum people..../..but i truly like being in the company of others....but yet i am not an attention seeker. hahaha=.:D i just noticed....u gave me ur old light in exchange for a new crappier one. but the thing is....i mite just return in to ya.....i think it means more to ya den it would ever mean to meh. i'm not being ungracious of ur "used" and still working light....but the thing is.....to meh it's just a symbol in my lyphe...a symbol that through the thick and the thin...there will always be a light....even if it is very small, very ancient, it's still brite...and and even it runs out of batteries, it'll still be shining...shinging in ur memory....a light that glowed or shimmered or sparkeled......getting n e where with this crappy analogy?

well yeah......it shines funky colors....hehehe=>:D and dat's just what like keeps meh looking forward to like seeing it glow....muhahaha=.:D FUNKY COLORS.....more like just orange and yellow......but hey...it's sooo kool

now bak to my day on monday.....

i didn't noe dose people...but yet....i suppose i accepted da fact dat dey were people and since dey were ur friends....i may as well just hang round dem. yo....dey are nice and fun to hang round with. muhahaha=.:D besides da fact dat derek only said like three sentences to meh during da whole time, but whateva....he's too buzy with his gf. muhahaha=.:D dey're soo cute.....muhahaha=.:D i think too much...haven't i told ya dat already???

every lil thing...i turn into another analogy......i change it to sumthing that is similar, but not exactly the situation, but i suppose that way makes meh look at things in a more pessimistic view sumtimes and sumtimes more optimistic.

being blanked can mean ur mind is clear of certain situations....but sumtimes...it makes u face harsher realities dat u never woulda seen before...but all i can say is dis.....da world will always have a light shining at the end of the storm....and shining even during the storm, but it is just a matter about u trying to see the light.

one more thing......i will be here even when u feel blank or full of ideas....