hold me tite. don't let go. let this moment be.

i seem to have a knack for stupid things. sighs sighs. i dun even noe if i should have a full weekend n e more. should i be having soo much fun before my last days before skool? sighs sighs. i'll always have weekends. lyphe will never end. if it were, den this world would be in chaos. as it is in sum parts of the world. sighs sighs. at times, i really could picture the world being at both extremes at the end of the world. but one things for sure, it will most definately lean towards chaos. why? because the bible tells us so. yes, sum things in the bible are very metephorical, but some things, are not so. some things are very direct.

yeah, i preach. if you have a problem, then well, u have a problem, i can't help you fix that. i'm rude? well, i choose to be that way? u have a problem? well u either a, don't accept much in you lyphe, or b, u can't get over the fact that i'm me and you are you. there's nothing more i can say. i must sleep now since i have only about 5 to 6 hours of sleep max. well i really should sleep now. good nite....i will have to call ken in the morning. goodie. well l8a everyone.. not many people read my thoughts to begin with. sooo funnay. ehhehe=>:D well good nite. hm....i can only list you about a handful that do read it on certain occasions when they are bored or just nosy, or just plain into reading my stupid thoughts. man, am i the only one who shall be obsessed with reading on line thoughts of people? maybe i'm just nosy. hehehe=>:d i like to snoop. but i don't often tell. so yeah. i can't say never, because i have told stuff before in my lyphe, while i wuz young.

there is much i have learnt, there is more i shall learn, and an infinity more i shall never be able to learn. well those that i may learn and remember, i will face head on, as a coward, stubborn or brave person...whatever. i don't care. but in fact, that statement is a lie. it shall forever be a lie. the more you care less, the more i shall always hurt, why? because i can only care more. if only i could show how i cared to my family. yeah, but my family don't come to me like my friends. my family are almost like strangers, accept that i live with them, eat with them, and talk to them every so often. what kinda family lyphe do i have? i have almost zip to none. sighs sighs. i envy you who can talk to your parents without it being an arguement. i very much envy you. i will never have that image with my family as the picture perfect family. yeah, it may look so at many times when we are out, but it's just not possible. there are wars within everyone's being.

lyphe moves on, so shall i, good morning to you all.....i'm sleeping now....