sollie bout all dat swearing last nite. i wuz just sooo amazingly upset. grrr......i'm still confused whether i should go camping or not. i've never enjoyed camping in my entire lyphe. everyone's like...it's not dat bad....but to meh....camping isn't a fear, it's just dat.....i hate it....i despise everything u do at camp....i hate the mosquitos, i hate outdoors...besides well da nature hikes which i enjoy the most.....grrrr.... but i dunno what to do. some part of meh says go....but an even greater part of meh says, ur just gonna ruin it with all ur complaining. and dis i noe is true......i will complain. if i go i haveta make a promise not to be sour. that's fricken unfair if you ask meh. what makes it hard is dat i already noe dat dey want meh dere....and yesterday when i wuz sitting dere...thinking if i should go or not.....dey all say....u dun haveta come u noe.....but we would all like you to go. as if it weren't bad enuff just sitting dere and knowing...dey hadda state out da obvious. it wuz crappy enuff sitting dere having conflicts with self....and dey just hadda say dat and make everything even harder. yeah i noe....dere's two choices in dis like scenario.....one....to go and enjoy or at least try to enjoy the best i can....or two.....not go and bore myself at home talking on msn to briboi...which is entertainment enuff if you really think about it....but i really do need sum physical activity....grrrr....dilema dilema... gar.......-_-

well if sumone could make it worth while for meh.....den i wouldn't mind going camping...but i've never enjoyed camping trips....i've hated dem ever since i can rememba....so yeah....eitha i'm coming or not....so yeah.....i still can't decide.....if only u could make my decision easier....grrrr......