hm.....soooo bored. dunno what to do. i have sooo much hmwk. sighs sighs.

hm. neva felt sooo happy and hypa like yesterday for a very veyr long time now!!!! yeah yeah!!! but den again, when i'm soo happy and hypa, it dun realy last for too long. hm. oh wellz. and da longest time i've fet soo happy wuz for let's see......like fivish or less months.

oh wellz. whateva. it's good to be happy, no matta how long it lasts. and yeah, i'm still bitter. i'm still angry, but i dunno, i'm still sooo happy and hyper. sooo funnay doe. i'm even more rebellious. hm. soooo whack. i don't listen, and yet everytime i get angry, i become like an insane child. i no longer have like collected anger, i go insane. it's scaring me. and each time my daddy threatens meh by saying he's gonna hit meh, i just can't help it.....i just drive his anger even more. wuz happened to my family? wuz happened to me? what has driven meh to this stage? what has driven meh so far that i show signs of an insane gurl?

hm, why can't i be calm? why can't i breathe properly? why can't i sleep well? sighs sighs. maybe all these problems are because i'm tired or my brain is tired. maybe dat's why i get sooo many headaches all da time.

hm....ou yeah.....whoeva read dis....can i ask of a flavour of ya??? if you people like save meh dose like starburst wrapers it would be very nice ar! hehehehe=>:d yeah yeah, it'll be veyr nice. hehehe=>:d so yeah. well i'm gonna go now.....thanx....l8a