why do you haveta be this way? can't u answer urself? i wanted to change you? oh really, why? because i cared? what the fuck are you implying? because ur afraid to get hurt by others, it doesn't mean that some aren't willing to take that risk. yeah, you and me weren't meant to be friends, it's just not worth it. i'm not gonna try to hold on to air n e more. obviously u were never my friend, because obviously if you were my friend you'd respect me. it's not my fault ur an angry bastard of a guy. it's not my fault that u have ur problems. but it's my problem that you yelled at meh because i just cared and missed you. it's my problem that i'm angry at you. it is my problem that i wanna kill the living daylight outta you. it's my problem that i have begun to loathe you. i never say people have a flaw, but you on the other hand, ur an exception. u have a major flaw that you don't control. u think ur soo right and that you have the power to yell at people, well i'm yelling at you bak now, u jerk!

i will never forgive you, i will make sure i will never talk to you. obviously since you really don't care either, why should i bother to talk to you aye? bastard!

hate you but loved you first, but now i will never love you bak. u don't notice that i'm not a bad kid. you don't notice n e thing about n e one, cept urself. u are a bastard. u have friends, don't count meh as one, cause ur not mine....u are nothing more to me but the dust beneath my feet. u get trampled over and over again. which i do not care at the present moment. i will prolly hate that i said these words, but my anger has become that immense feeling of hatred now. a hatred for everything pure and evil. i have no meaning to live for myself. i don't do n e thing right, but yet i do everything wrong.