hm.....arg......well i'm upset...as usual. hahaha=>:D yeah, skool just doesn't cut it, nothing will cut it. hahah=>:D:P da greatest thing in the world to happen is well....i don't know rite now.....i'm confused and unhappy.

hm.....just calm down and relax. hahaha=>:D:P people take my sincerity as an act of trying to hard? den well dose people can just fuck off. yeah, no betta words den to say, fuck da hell off.

i'm not trying to be n e one i'm not, if you can't tolerate my willingness to care, then dat's ur problem, not mine. arg. so yeah, whateva.

can someone honestly tell meh if they think i try to hard? someone that doesn't have a biased against meh. hm. if misery is what i'm supposed to feel because i care, then honestly, dere is sumthing wrong, because caring should feel good, not miserable. but i know dat everyone gets hurt, hm....

it's not a front, not a mask, if it was, i wouldn't get hurt if i cared. but honestly some people really don't understand. yeah, what? i'm immatrue because i can care? hahaha=>:D:P it's funnay, but it's not sooo funnay that it makes meh laugh all my insides out....so yeah. whateva.

well i gotsta go....l8z people.....