jenny, no, u are wrong. i do not fear to be heartbroken, i just wish not to experience it again, not that i'm afraid. i don't want to go through any more pain then i have already gone through. i have never had a good life even till this day. i still get abused, not just verbally from friends, but harassment from random people on the street, physical abuse from my parents.....sighs sighs. unseen stress in my lyphe, i really will go crazy, but yet i am not. i am more sane, but almost insane. like love and hatred, so is insanity and sanity, it is only defined by one thin line. i am that line......one more push and i'll be insane, but yet one push another way, and i'd be completely sane. sighs sighs. being insane is a mental condition. it's genetic so what some people say. can you prove that it is or isn't? oh yeah, by the way, i don't believe that some breakups are meant to be. i don't believe that there necessarily has to be break ups. so yeah. if two people honestly really wanted to make things work out, you wouldn't break up ever, and by the end, u'd marry each other. it's just because people are selfish, they don't wanna try. so yeah.....sighs sighs......