let's see. well people say that from tragic incidence or like misfortunes, what you survive will make you stronger, is that true? if you say that, who would be the stronger one? the one who gets beaten everyday or the one that is neglected by everyone at skool everyday? what would make you stronger? what makes meh mad is when people believe that there is no like racism in the world. yeah, maybe to me, i outplay the word in daily speech. what???? you think i'd forget what people did to meh when i was young? you'd think that i'd forget that people neglected meh when i wuz young because i was different? you think i'd forget? you think someone wouldn't become bitter? wow......if you think that i have forgotten or that i am not bitter....wow......u are miserably mistaken ar. GOD makes up for much of who i am. luckily for that, i have not gone too far in destroying my life. yeah, think of this......i hate this world. everyday i hate living, but now, i have no choice but to love it. well, shall i say i have a choice to see it's true face, but instead of hating it, i must enjoy it because this is only temperary. yeah. i will not say that christianity or being a protestant is a religion. yeah, but what do you define religion? well religion isn't always fake.....most of it is just based on morals....but what i call my belief is simply that.....a belief a faith. something that you can't see, but still has an impact in your life. you'd say i'm being a hypocrite, but who cares? are you not a hypocrite yourself? if you call meh a hypocrite, i must say this.....how can you see the splinter in my eye and miss the plank in your own? yeah, using bible verses to diss people up. not diss, just enlighten. yeah, simply just that. wow....getting kinda late...why are soo many thoughts arrousing in my head....wow.....amazing. hm....gotsta sto thinking....this clock of though must stop ticking......