oh yes, and by the way, i know you are unhappy, because seriously, i can see it in your eyes. was it i who said it to you or was it someone else? i remember having said it to someone, but i can't remember. or was it i who said it to myself? oh wellz. it doesn't matter. the truth is, when you have reached a dispairing moment in your life, people can see it even though you hide it behind an expressionless face or a very cheery cheery one. it doesn't matter, your eyes are the windows to your soul.