some people say i'm crazy, and others think i'm insane. but is not insanity and being crazy the same thing? i mean, am i not sane to be able to drive to such conclusive thoughts? i mean, no one likes ot think, but i can't help it cept to think. sighs sighs. i'm sick and tired of hearing all the people talk about. what's the deal with this crap life and when's it gonna fade out? i mean, having a bad life will never end. and when it finally does physically, it could only get worst or alot alot better. now i shall do more devotions. maybe i shall wake up early ever morning just to do a devotion. is it not better for someone that way? yeah. so it is. i'm tired. and i have tons of homework. grr.....