hm, i don't know. teenage problems. args. sooo very annoying. so very tired. hm. have english stuff to talk about tom. hm. how i really miss people. but when i'm with people, i learn to hate and find dissatisfaction. hm. yeah, i am a very nice person. or so people tell me. it's confusing. everyone's like "you're too nice, and he's such a jerk." the truth is, well, i'm nice because i like to be nice. i really want others to be nice to all those too. but then again, is there a point in being nice? hm.

args....how i wish i won't think about february 18th....