okay...this entry is to my ex....not that he bothers to read this. sighs sighs.

there were many nights when i questioned what i did wrong. and now, at the present moment i still don't understand what i did wrong. sighs sighs. by tonight at 5:14ish or so....it will be a year and a month that we separated. tomorrow will be your birthday, HAPPY BIRTHDAY. but it's not like you remember when my birthday is. sighs sighs. i want to ask what happened to you. did i mess up your life or are you just enjoying the way you are treating those who "knew" you before. i don't even know anymore if i should post this though of mine or not. sighs sighs. is what i'm hearing true...sighs. reality is darned harsh some times. you've moved on and remained that happy guy i've known before, but you seem bitter. sighs sighs. i don't think i shall post this...

sighs sighs.