sighs. burdens are not for you to carry. that's what GOD died on the cross for. everyone has problems of themselves. sighs sighs. if you simply try to forget something, the fact is, it comes back harder and harder every time. it hurts more and more. it's a wound which you are adding salt to day after day. simply, you must see that you have a cut and do whatever is possible in your power to help it heal. by trying to forget what has happened only makes you hurt more. before you are able to smile, you must accept things for the way they are, not what was. you must accept that things happen for a reason. pain hurts i know, and you have heard my words over and over again, but i hate seeing you like this. i hate seeing anyone like this. and yet, everyone in my life including myself is falling in a pit. but heck.....if you are to fall......drag some other people with you......then in that case, you may learn better ways of helping each other.

everyone's had financial difficulties before. it is for you to worry, but then again, it's not really. you job at the present moment is to support your family with all the love you can. cherish every glance you may have. cherish every moment that you don't have them. cherish every moment you do have with them. if you never feel this pain and burden, you will never learn to become grateful for what you can have.

i must say that marks are very important. but in terms of education, it's better to see your future and where you want to go. i'm not going to give you a lecture on your responsibility as a student, but the fact is.....you already noe. fear is what hinders you from reaching your full potential. but also at the same time, fear is what helps you reach your goal. fear is for you to use. if you just wollow and allow your pain and fear conquer you, then you will stay in that present spot. afraid and in a dark spot.

drifting away from GOD is normal. but if you know you have drifted that means you have known that you were once close. church life should be a routine. you should be living in that GODLY routine every day of your life. faith should be demonstrated in everything you do. sincerity and trust come hand in hand in my opinion. you are loosing your sincerity, does that mean you are loosing trust in everything, everyone, GOD, SATAN and YOURSELF?!

if you never have a dream, then where would any of us be now?