kekek^^ well i know brian doesn't check my blog all that often n e more. oh wellz. kekek^^ means that i can say how talented he is and he will never know. keke^^ it's good for me. then he won't feel guilty for his talent cause he won't know about my admiration. keke^^ sometimes i really question where the heck he gets his thoughts from. but then i know better than to question his mind. his thoughts aren't necessarily all his. many of them would be from the hand of GOD. yes, even the sad and depressing ones. some say that poetry is the reflection of the soul. seriously, if that's how his soul is.....i can't say that i'm not happy......but i can't say that i'm satisfied. maybe it's cause i always think that to be my friend, you must be happy. but at the same time...if that was the case...then i am my own worst enemy because i am not always happy. his poems don't reflect something dark like death, like the ones i write, but reflect upon loneliness, offense, and hurt. i suppose through all his poems, he has a natural gift from GOD, he has a basic theme. a theme of not wanting hurt.....not wanting the confusion that is around him and in his mind. i don't know if i'm right or wrong, i may not be. only he and GOD knows what's going on in his head.