hm.....people want to help me. some genuinely care. but then there are those that sick of helping because they think that i'm just a waste of time. so basically....if people say i'm a waste of time....should i just not help them too? see.....i might do that subconsiously......but i try not to and i try to help everyone that wants my help.......but as i say....people try to avioud me....they try not to come near me. they think my emotions are some sort of disease......sighs sighs....