compassion is not one of those things that you just return the act on. compassion actually comes from your heart. and if you say you have no heart....maybe you really don't because you just don't want to get hurt. sub-consiously.....you do not show emotion because you are afraid to get hurt. having scars is better than not having n e at all. good things come in little proportions. the best chocolate always comes in small boxes.....you learn to savour the taste, texture and aroma of the chocolate. mass production chocolates just don't taste as good. and chocolate is normally passed down from many generations of love. at least that's how most chocolate starts out.

meh....wanna go to the gym....but today....i really dont' feel like it...sighs sighs. meh. don't know why....but i really miss everything. meh....sighs sighs. cold....in the basement....so velly cold...

pc still has a virus...pat was right.....the virus i had was well....still on the memory of the thing...therefore, my pc is useless......sighs sighs....this sux ass!!! why why?!?!? mother fricking thing...sighs sighs....that just means i can't d/l muchie...can't listen to muchie....and everything else....oh wellz...

hm....my mommy might be going deaf....sighs sighs....that means....most chances....i will go deaf when i'm older. why are there sooo many diseases that are genetic?!?!? sighs sighs. oh wellz. that;s just how GOD created things to be....so i just haveta accpt it.

hm....sighs sighs....