hey....willy is going to utm. why did jean tell me no? what the hell? args. i was sure he told me yes. and i am pretty sure he wouldn't lie about this to me. but then again. i'm pretty gullible and people can lie to me and i still would believe them. maybe it's more like i choose to deny that they would lie to me. sighs sighs.

what would happen if i didn't trust anyone because everyone lies to me?

but why must i be afraid of trusting? there is no reason that i should be afraid any ways. meh. keke^^

me sooo tired. me sooo hungry.

args args. i need val to come on line. i need her advice about what to buy. args args.

bugga.

args args. well yeah. let's not think about that child. it makes me upset. it's because i don't want to stay up as late as he does. args args. but yeah.