oh my goodness!!! this would be my 1000 entrie!! yeah yeah. ain't that great?!?! keke^^ that made my day...well actually alot of stuff made my day today.

let's see.....
the highlights of the day....
keke^^

well after CAT went to bed, VAL decided to wake up and call me to go over to her house. we went to pd....keke^^. saw shane....i don't know...is that how you spell his name or is it shain? hm...or is it's shaine? args...sooo many diff ways to spell his name. met fabio for the first time. didn't really get to talk to him. but from all i saw he was a nice enough guy. kind of iffy just because i didn't really start a convo with that dude. but hey....if val and rayche trust him....why wouldn't i? keke^^

well for once in my life i felt hot....keke^^ wasn't really wearing n e thing slutty or n e thing, just a new skirt and my black sleeveless with a chunk missing. well i feel pretty most of the time n e ways. but still.....got checked out by two people. for once i turned eyes, not just dirty stares because i look like a boy. keke^^ actually felt girly. keke^^ oh wellz....that made my day too! i don't know.....still...a girl even like me needs to feel like she's pretty once in a while. keke^^

then let's see....thought that the boys payed to go go-carting for like 8 laps....but they only did 3 or sumthing.....looked fun....and i asked if i were in a skirt would i be able to....they were all like yeah....just uncomfortable to go go-carting. keke^^

ate some korean bbq at val's. keke^^ man...ate din din at her house like most of this week. and most of the time on weekends i eat din din at val's house n e ways. kinda funny.

it's great. still miss how things used to be....but if i lived in the past sooo much, what would keep me living in the present? doesn't matter. it's all good...keke^^ sooo many things that i could be upset over....but i don't want to be. i want to be happy. might as well keep myself happy

meh a happy girl. made a few friends. keeps me happy. meeting people makes me happy. keke^^

somehow.....i really don't want to loose friends....but due to my attachment to new friendships i am loosing my old ones. no not you cat, don't worry. just that my friendships with certain people in my school has left me not hanging around others that i used to talk to everyday. i feel even more so that i am loosing my best friend. why do all my friends drift from me? do i have some sort of repelent on me or sumthing? sighs sighs.