dreams!!!

sighs sighs.....i had such a weird dream. sighs sighs. sooo horribly scary! blah. oh wellz....

i was being stalked. people were after me. sighs....even in my dreams i still have such scary thoughts. it let's you know alot about how i am doesn't it? sighs sighs. i even think in my dreams! and i think that's why i've been sooo moody lately, i just don't get enough "quality" sleep. mind you, i do sleep, just that my dreams are sooo disturbing. i suppose in my dream i see me, and i see reality fictionalized. my worst fears are played out in a normal day situation! i was made to run for my life! i was made to defend someone! i was made to defend myself! the kidnapee became the kidnapper to defend and help protects someone else. args args.

that's the funny thing, i haven't been thinking about "them" as much as i was thinking about "him". but yet i have a dream with all of "them" in it at one time! sighs sighs.