"sai sum"

well now it's fully time to move on with my love life again.

there will be no more infatuation. there will be no more sleepless nights. there will be no more daydreaming about something that will never happen.

the gap in my heart doesn't seem to been mended. but now i know what type of person i am. i am not a person who likes two people at the same time. at least for now.

if i were ever conflicted between two people, someone will be there and talk to me. i really need to figure these things out.

i will not like someone else's boyfriend, that is just wrong. it is wrong. even if the guy likes me more than his girlfriend, i could not. it's just not the right thing to do. i will just stay back until things are thru. i will not be known as a girlfriend stealer. plus, if the guy can sooo easily like someone else besides the person he is dating, then how will i know he won't do that to me?!?! so yeah....keke^^:D:P

i couldn't only ever be anyone's friend. i'm not girlfriend material.

people don't understand that i can't be any nicer to my boyfriend than that of my friends. but the difference is, a boyfriend would take a portion of my heart, where as my friends are basically lumpsummed into being another portion.

i suppose....i shouldn't look, because the right person would be right in front of me and i would just never look towards that direction.

and also, what i can't have always sounds more tempting. but in true fact, there is a reason why i can't have what i am tempted to have.

there are many reasons why i am single. and one of these, i try to hard and look and search for one way too muchie....