sighs sighs. as this year ends...another year starts. and even though my birthday isn't on january the first....i still see my self as 18 instead of 17. my birthday only officiates me turning 18.
looking at this year.....the negative outweighs the positive. only because what i feel that i have lost is more important than what i've gained. what i've learnt is more harmful than useful. all the things i've done, said and thought have created a void greater than what was mended. solving one problem only created a new problem that couldn't be seen before. is all this effort worth it? dunno...ain't for me to judge.
whateva....ain't doing n e thing this new years...ain't planning to do n e thing...won't be saying yes to n e with n e plans, or at least at the present moment n e ways. ain't in a good mood to plan to do something.....whateva....
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