keke^^:D:P well this year.....it's a great holiday i suppose. yups yups...had 2 christmas parties so far....maybe one with jacky when tim comes home?!?!? yeha yeah!!
went to the one at church on friday. wasn't tooo bad. keke^^:D:P helped out....met some people from the brampton church thingy. sighs sighs. told jean about the party, and i guess she forgot about the whole thing as usual. >.< sighs sighs. doesn't matter, i got over it...was kinda disappointed, but whatever.
on saturday....went to raychee's birthday. keke^^:D:P sooo great. yeah yeah. it was fun. keke^^:D:P gingerbread houses......but not really a house that we made....we made a gingerbread stage with a band and everything!!!! keke^^:D:P was sooo great. keke^^:D:P pizza.....that i shouldn't have eaten...but did n e ways>.<
yupz yupz...overall....my weekend was great. sighs sighs. this is sooo sad....i never see jean or ann except for sunday. but whatever.....like my mommy asked me once. why do you try so hard to keep something that doesn't seem to pay any attention or try to keep you?
sighs sighs. i suppose that's how most of my relationships feel. it's onesided because it seems like i care sooo much more or i don't care at all. but whatever. i'm rather used to that sad feeling of onesided relationships. but hey....no matter how sad something feels....can you really in the end not feel the hurt? meh.
dunno. dun really care
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