hm......i wanna go karaoke-ing. sighs sighs. but then again, i don't have the best voice n e more. and i can't sing english songs or chinese songs. sighs sighs.
meh....it's better than not singing at all. hm....
hoping to get into laurier uni. but then again, if i make it to guelph, i'm probably gonna be going to guelph. ain't that sad? i don't even get to choose the uni i want to go. oh wellz...at least in the long run i save alot more money than most people. it's alrights. i'll have my sister. and looking at it now, i don't even know why i didn't want to be with her to begin with. i mean, it will be great to have someone there. if i mess up, sure she may tell my parents, but if i do something bad, don't my parents deserve to know n e ways? and what are the chances of me messing up majorly n e ways? i mean.....i'm a tad bit on the antisocial norm n e ways. i mean, i love to talk, but at sooo many times in life, i really rather just not talk to n e one at all.
it's probably just the way everything is now. when you voice your opinion, someone will most definately oppose you; pointing fingers at you saying that your opinion is wrong. when you speak how you feel, someone will get offending saying that you are just acting foolish and immature. there is no way to express yourself in terms that offend no one. and for me.....i mean.....it's rather difficult to know that you are gonna piss off someone. i mean, i want to say that "i don't care" all the time, but honestly, it hurts sooo muchie because i'm lying to myself and i actually do care.
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