Tuesday, February 22, 2005

3rd person 3rd party

there's nothing like being the third person just watching as a full event unfolds. i mean....there is never such a feeling especially when you are upset and you are looking at all the good things or bad things that are happening in one's life.

there is two reactions in my case n e ways. i sit and laugh.....and see all the good things to be happy about.....or.....i sit and laugh and complain about why my life is the way i didn't want it to turn out to be. but either way.....laughing helps make a bad situation feel better. maybe it's just me....but that's cause i don't react like alot of people.

being a hird person is like a person stading outside of a glass house and staring at everything that happen on the inside. i suppose i've always wanted to be like that person that just looks and observes and takes those people's experiences as my own...but at the same time, i've never wanted to be alone staring at everything.

it's weird how i react to situations. most times, it's not even rational....even though..most times....i really try to think rationally and logically. but sometimes, i just don't do that. what can i say? i'm human...but that's still no excuse....

love, joy, peace, patience, kindess, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self control. Those are the fruits of the spirit. the most important of these is love.

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