muhahah

and so the new semester thoughts kick in.

and so i start to complain how school's always a bitch, but at least i have some people that i like in each class that will still encourage me whenever i feel like i just won't make it through the rain.

and then there are still those people that i would call the "atrium" people that annoy me soo muchie just because i just can't seem to fit in with them. but it's alrights. all i need to do is sit back and understand, i have no need to fit in and join in. keke^^:D:P

it's what i do best, sit around and try to absorb facts. a new outlook on studying patterns. a new look to life. a new look to a whole new semester. a whole new look as to being chinese. a new perspective, and hopefully a regained strength and energy for the coming up new year.....kinda...since i've never lived my life much by the lunar calendar. meh...

muhahaha.

i am turning 18 i think....but i don't know....

wanted to go to the gym today. but, as it turns out, my mother didn't want me to go because i have been having chest pains, heart racing, (without causing an increase in blood pulse), and an inability to breathe as easily as i did before. args...

ate too much beef today. don't know why, but the only type of meat that i like to eat these days are like fish and beef=.= beef= sooo muchie protien that i may not use. oh wellz. it's only one in a while. most times i eat plain rice with veggies. so it's all good. need to drink more water tonight...."hot pot" is so "hot aired" for you=.=

yeah...kinda feel like i'm having a sore throat because i didn't drink enough fluids...since i hadda finish alot of what was in the pot since well jean and i loaded the pot...keke^^:D:P

oh....i want that video...it's the funniest thing ever...keke^^:D:P