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the previous song...sighs sighs....a memory of happier times pops into my mind.

and then looking at the song, thinking about valentine's day....and thinking about everything i am thinking now...the song seems soo appropriate. but i don't like n e one, just the current mood and it really puts me in a happy dreamy mood.

dunno, how could things go soooo wrong but end up feeling like nothing is wrong at all? i don't know....what did i do wrong? i suppose it's a utterly misunderstanding on both sides. but well what can i do? i can't take back the words i said and you heard, because you've already heard them. but you aren't me. you don't know my motive for saying it. you can't jump to conclusions about what i said. well not that you can't, you shouldn't. but then again, what is it that i'm supposed to say so you'd listen to me? i suppose there isn't much of n e thing.

can't help it...

thinking about everything....thinking about all the ways i've "changed". thinking about all the ways that people think i've "changed". and then comparing it...some people really just don't know me n e more. maybe that's totally my fault, but then again a problem starts with one person in the beginning and it always escalates to being more than one person at fault. but that's alrights. i understand how things are now. i understand and i accept because i am unwilling to change the situation.

listened to that pretty boi song for like hours so far.

started crying=.=

but i suppose it's a "happy" crying i suppose. keke^^:D:P

feeling a tad bit hollow....