lemons

when life gives you lemons, find some sugar and make lemonade.

every cloud has a silver lining.

hahaha.....i suppose you can live like that i suppose.

if life were just sooo simple, wouldn't that be great sometimes? muhahaha

been up since 5:50=.=

got woken up by the doggie=.= but i love my doggy none the less. he's sucha cutie. keke^^:D:P but it's alrights.

nothing's gonna happen, nothing ever does. hopefully, i'm in a much better mood now than i have been in the past few hours.

well i let two guys run my life. i let them affect me that i just became sooo pissed. well you know....they aren't the biggest idiots, i am. but allowed myself to be controlled by that=.= sooo gorgeous of a scene. muhahah.

english test today. hope i will do well. wonder if i still have my bsing skills. i think i shall bring my dictionary and an extra one...just in case someone forgets theirs i suppose. don't know why i think like that. i'm sure no one would bring an extra dictionary for me, so why should i bother to think of others? the answer, because i don't believe in such harsh conditions. yes, i mean, we've had WWII with the holocaust and such, but....when you get fanatics of n e kind, this is what you get. not that many people have a life's goal as determined and extreme as what hitler had.

right now....i just wanna go back to bed...but guess what? i can't. i haveta stay up till 9:40/9:45....and pick up matt. hahaha. it's become a regular routine to come and pick him up. yeah. don't you just love my dedication? driving's fine.....i think when you find something you like to do, you don't really mind it eventually.

i mean....there's just sooo many things i'd love to be able to do. but guess what? i can't. why? because i normally give up before i get really good. for instance, i used to play the flute very very well, but now, i know the skills, but since i haven't played for a very long time, i suck. sighs. been practicing all week already. sighs....i will get better. i'm counting on myself to be better. playing the flute is the only thing i can do right. no criticism from n e one because they know better than to tick me off with a stupid comment.

again, i'm an idiot. why? because i allow others to affect my emotions and the way i think. sighs. rather sad. but...everything's gonna be a-o-k in the end. hahaha.