church

well...finally, for once, i finally had enough courage to ask my parents if they would let me go to another church. and....their answer was, no, that's a waste of gas. what's wrong with this one? why don't you want to be here? church isn't for the people, it's for GOD. sighs sighs. maybe it's cause i have never told them how i truly feel. and they understand that i feel like my spirituality level is kinda suffering. hm....but maybe that's just my feeling, and that's not actually happening.

but yeah...hahaha. going to any church is kinda an adventure for me. every church that i go to, i know at least one person there. isn't that kind of funnay? yeah, my family has made no enemies, but we are hated for reasons that we don't understand. oh wellz. this is what happens when you are not cunning and too genuine and honest. you get manipulated....why? because people like to become better. we are always handed the jobs that no one wants...but we do em n e ways. but....it's alrightees i suppose. hahaha. no biggie deal....okie...going to school...cause i just can't study at home....i kinda wanna go out for lunch.....so yeah....me gotsta study bio....