hyper

i am sooo happy today. for some reason, i don't know. i just am sooo happy.

I'm sooo happy that i have someone that urges me to pursue a deeper relationship with GOD. but, i must learn to never be mad at GOD even if i am disappointed. i must learn to be thankful of any situation even though there seems to be no hope whatsoever. yes.....journal.....wow....i write alot....muhahahaha. wish coiled notebooks had more variety when it came to the colour of the covers=.= muhahahaha. i haven't felt sooo happy and satisfied in such a long time.

i haven't felt sooo pleased in such a long time. for once in my life, i woke up really hyped up about doing devotions. i know that some time in my life, down the road, doing devotions may be a struggle because i no longer have the feeling of like doing something new. but....does that really matter? i know that i would probably stop doing them when something goes wrong in my life. but i must learn to be satisfied with all the joy and all the pain in my life. that's just what life is. there are ups and there are downs. no one grows if it were simply just happiness. humans were designed to be able to tolerate pain. it is how you tolerate it that in the end teaches you to be a better person.

ahhhh.....beyond satisfied......

*hugs*