and so....when life seems to have closed the door, maybe the window that was open is finally acknowledged and you take whatever can be seen through this window. the oportunity may seem smaller than door only due to its sice. maybe the chance would have never been taken because the other seemed sooo much better. maybe there's a reason to look through this window and not simply through the door that has been slammed in your face....
hm....has the door actually been slammed on my face? i believe there's still hope i suppose. and even though i would much rather stop myself from feeling all the emotional strain that may happen in the future, it is much easier to fall in love for me. falling out of love hurts...and is damaging....i'll be going to the gym tomorrow...going every day of the week....no matter how busy...no matter how tired....i am going....why? because i'm fat=.= args....sighs.....my dress doesn't fit properly n e more...it did 2 weeks ago...ahhhhh!!!! and only have a month to loose 5 pounds of fat...and hopefully turn it into muscle or sumthing....but n e whoo...going to the gym every day of the week.....and...also handing in my letter of not renewing my contract.....
no worries....no regrets....there's just something that i'll wait to say and wait to do. why? because i think it deserves to be said.
yeah...maybe my blog really does revolve around my life...but then again...it's my blog...and my therapy....meh...if you want to read something that isn't biased, somewhat self-centered, read the newspaper or magazines designed to enlighten and stuff.....
meh....skimming.....at least you have fun....bleh....
do words really mean all that muchie in the long run?
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