today, i've tried to write like three entries, but each time, i messed up and posted da wrong thing, maybe it's better that way. everything is done for a reason. yes. all the good, AND the bad. there is a meaning behind lyphe. i guess i'm unhappy, but i'm happy at the same time. can i say i'm a optimistic person in a pessimistic world? well maybe not. maybe i just have both pessimistic and optimistic points of view. to meh, dat ain't really rite either. i'm more like.....when i can be happy, i pull myself down, and when i'm down, i pull myself up. so either way, i don't really stay in one mood for too long.

moods, what a funny thing. u noe how u always say dat a gurl has pms?!?!? well guyz have it too. but it's just called ims. i dun really remember what all dat stuff stands for, but ims is like da same thing as pms, but only for guyz. i ain't even gonna start to get into da details. hahaha=>:d i'll just say.....yeah....it's not just a gurl thing n e more. hahaha=>:D

well, bak to my true intentions. moods, not moodswings, but moods. what are they? can i say it's like a phase? a phase of a certain emotions? that is certainly what it is for meh. then to me, i guess i just live lyphe from phase to phase, never really truly feeling n e thing. can i say i'm cold? can anyone say i'm cold? am i cold? well, i can't say i'm cold, nor can u, cause most chances are, u prolly dunno meh and or u dun give a darn bout dis lil gurly here dat's just blabbing on. like what some people might say, i have way too big of a heart. i can almost forgive everything. and i can almost forget anything, but bring it up at n e time. i'm just the most random person sometimes. maybe in this sense, i just set myself up to get hurt a whole lot.....maybe i really truly do. which is better? living live and getting hurt because u care, or hating the world because u don't feel n e thing? i dun think neither choice should be an option. man, my darn mind just has way too many thoughts.....stupid meh. well chill outz yo.