arg!!!! i dunno why da hell i'm feeling dis.
i dunno why i hurt...or at least what i hurt more about...
sighs.....
is it cause i've been hurt and i've never really healed....
or is it da truth of reality dat finally caught up wit meh???
maybe....it's both.....sighs sighs...
u've left meh once, i never really got over it.....
now, u'll be leaving for eternity....or maybe dats betta for meh....
sighs.....
arg....can't take dis n e more!!!! going insane!!!! arg!!!!
CAN'T TAKE DIS N E MORE!!!!! ar!!!!!

i wuz lifted up from the ashes, but only to return to be buried.
everyone wants de best for meh, i honestly can't even move on wit myself...
arg!!!!

ah!!!! u say u'll be bak, by den....i doubt it....u promised meh once, u broke da promise.....
so what makes meh haveta trust u again???
just cause i still love u dun mean dat i will even doe i wanna.
why couldn't u have told meh instead of me having to find out dis way?!?!?
WHY?!?!?!?!?!
i don't trust n e one now....constantly in paranoia....
feeling soo crumby ain't fun...

yo yo.....do u hear dat commercial for da hallmark mother's day cards????
well i like dat song k???
i remember you.....you remember me....