Tuesday, May 13, 2003

everyone and everything changes....i guess i've just gotta accept dat. arg!!!! i hate reality.....
in life...dere is no truth, besides one, death itself. arg!!!!!
hate everything!!! going insane again!!!! bri boi.....hope u stay happy......dis here be one of da most unstable lil gurlies u noe ar......ahhhhhh!!!!!! meh going insane...from what?!?!?!
cross between love, hate, anger, sadness, and want. arg!!!! arg!!!! no peace at heart which should be obtained from being a true christian....guess dat describes meh for ya....a christian dat ain't too true. arg!!!!! save meh from living hell?!?!?! arg!!! going insane...very insane.....why?!?!?! arg!!!!! well gotsta go to sleep now...l8a!!! arg!!!!! i'm not unhappy, but i ain't happy either....rite now....i'm just frustrated...frustrated with what??? everything dat lyphe hasta offer.....i reject all....i love all love, hate all hate, but at da same time....i scorn love, and i embrace hatred....damn....why am i so controversial?!?!?
shit dude.....wuz happenning to meh?!?!? i can't even think straight n e more!!! i think i really need sum like help....arg!!!
it's funnay...as i've said to a few.....dos dat actually read my thoughts....will prolly know meh more den my parents, my "friends" and maybe even myself. through everything dat u see.....or read......u may analyze me and find out something u never new about meh....but no one cares all dat much to actually pay attention to dis depressing, emotionally unstable gurly.....so yeah....dun give a care to the world for da world dun give a shit bout meh......but to da selected few......GOD gives miracles and sends signs after the storm....so yeah...whateva...l8a

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