i don't speak much have u noticed??? i may talk loud, but i do not speak much n e more.
i laugh....but rarely n e more. my own thoughts and randomness persuade a deeper color of anger and sadness.
i;ve never known such despair within a person. i have never known such hate and love could exsist in one
i never knew that the end of hope led to such a terrible other.
i've never understood. i've never known.
i do not know what i can do ne more.
i wish to speak not knowing the words which need to be spoken.
no one really wants to hear the pain.
have you noticed that our conversations have been becoming shorter and shorter?
have no not noticed that i've become more withdrawn from everything?
do you not notice?
does n e even care?
no one cares enuff
they cannot lay down their entire life for meh....only one has achieved this status...one who is still alive in the hearts of many.
no one is more suicidal than the gurl who almost jumped the cliff.
acually...maybe i have already cut the cord myself. maybe i've just given myself far too long to actually even care where i'm going n e more. i've been too down for a way tooo long time.
why can't i stay happy long enuff
what is wrong with meh?
do i need more rest than i suppose i need?
what type of rest do i need?
shall i sleep for all eternity with a soul intact within my body which never rises?
shall i be the caged bird that shall never fly again?
i've jumped.....