yeah.....suppose so...
no one wants to be surrounded by unhappiness....yeah....i noe dat...
i guess dat's why i'd rather be the lone person so far...
unhappiness and struggles and problems is a repelent to everyone in the world....
nor am i alone....i know i'm not....
i mite have another friend giveup on meh...i'm used to being abandonned and feeling lonely
i know i'm not lonely...
u ask me why i dun run to GOD....
hahaha=>:d some prays aren't answered immediately
mine.....will not be answered immediately...
i run away knowing i can't hide, but i still find enjoyment in trying to do it
hahaha=>:D no one has the energy to cheer meh up....think i don't know that???
hahah=>:D see.....i post my thoughts.....not hoping n e one would land on em.....hahah=>:d
yeah...i'm a trouble....
muhahah=>:d smilez....so yeah....whatever u say....
ur anger...i can feel....my anger...still misunderstood....hahah=>:D
troubled??? am i troubled??? u mite think so.....u mite not understand meh...maybe no one does cept GOD and i.....think i care??? yeah i do.....problem with that??? tons, but none. so yeah...muhahaha=>:D
so life goes on no matta what....yeah yeah....why live life soo negatively? i shouldn't.....but i do....why??? cause i dun try n e ways else....why dun i try??? cause when i do try.....i hurt myself more.....yeah...i'm selfish. i'd rather hurt everyone else than to hurt other's more.......well yeah...that;s it.....i've lost soo much already....i just haven't lost self....have u not noticed dat already????
yeah...give up.....i've already had enuff giving up.....i can handle it.....