hahaha=>:D everyone gives meh more pity than i give myself.
i dun give myself pity.
yeah, i mite complain alot....and by alot i mean alot....but everyone just thinks my complaining is cause i'm pitying myself.
man......do i look dat shallow?
yeah, pity is a powerful thing......it has the power to destroy a being.
yeah.....u can say i'm happier in an angry lite......at least i'm feeling betta...
i'm not angry at n e one, nor angry at n e thing. i'm confused....but maybe i haven't been thinking soo clear in my mind before. everything is just a state of mind and of how you look at things. hahaha=>:D i may say i don't know muchie....but hahaha=>:D den u prolly noe dat i'm lying to myself. why am i lying to myself you say??? cause i'd rather be a constant liar to myself. yeah.....ain't good....oh wellz.....i think too muchie....causes my mind to be stressed....but is my being also being stressed along with this??? maybe maybe, i can never tell you....but really??? why??
hahaha=>:D i guess dat's true.....hahaha=>:D did a quizzie....hahaha=>:D but den again....some things are like subconscious. hahaha=>:D dere are just some things dat i will never be able to let go no matta how i try....cause usbconsciously i dun wanna. i'll give you dat......i'm stubborn. i noe nothing will ever be of this.....but then again.....hahaha=>:D it just shows you how stubborn i am. i have all i need in my lyphe.....hahaha=>:D i dun need n e more....n e thing else would just be an added bonus. hahaha=>:D get da drift? i didn't give many details and like distinctions to what i'm saying.....all this can apply to many points in my lyphe....hahaha=>:D many peeps dun even read my thoughts n e more....why??? cause no one bothers to.....why??? cause peeps dun care muchie for em. hahaha=>:D but it's alritez......not everyone in da world dat cares should need to read my thoughts to know wuz going on in my lyphe. dere are other ways of reading thoughts. hahaha=>:D but there are things dat would be muchie betta a certain way.....hahaha=>:D but things dun always go according to the wants and needs of a person.....i'll give you dat....lyphes harsh and it always bites peeps in de ass! hahaha=>:d oh wellz. peeps say i swear alot....maybe i do....hahaha=>:D just go kiss dis lovely ass!!! hahaha=>:D j/ks j/ks. yupz yupz....just having a bit of fun with typing words. hahaha=>:d lil ol meh going now....chillax yo

found sum lyrics....yeah....whack.....i mean....not really new....but i just fell in love with this song cause of the lyrics for like i can't remember what number time.....u read it.....tell meh what you think....

"If You're Not The One"

If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call?
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all?

I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

'cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side

I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I could stay in your arms?

yeah yeah....i'm a gurlie...where is says wife....just change it knowing dat i'm a gurly....muhahaha=>:d love dis song....soo sweet....yeah i'm single....so what??? i can still love love songs....muhahaha=>:d
i read dese lyrics and it kinda infuriates meh....cause all dis type of love is so like doting on someone....but oh wellz...i suppose dat's just how it is when ur focus is outta focus on the topic of love. hahaha=>:d TRUE LOVE SHALL NEVER HURT....even at times when a very difficult problem arrouses, it shall never hurt. and if it does....it's something that you can take. hahaha=>:D the greatest example of this is GOD's LOVE!!!! hahaha=>:D but i wun go into dat....cause u peeps dun even wanna hear bout it....so yeah.....hahaha=>:D tired...meh tired...going now....my thoughts my anger you.....depress you.....i dun care......
if you really dun wanna feel dis way.....just let go....dere are just some things you can't hold onto.....you want it....but u can't have it....