hahaha=>:D everyone's been apologizing to meh lately. grrr. i hate this....
well i accept the apology...but they just saying is cause it;s weighing down on dere conscience.
at least they still have that...
promises....what makes meh upset about those are that when u promise sumthing, it's not only to meh....it's to urself...
haha=>:D i dun mean that you shouldn't make promises....i just mean u shouldn't make em unless u remember them.
if you broke a promise, u shouldn't be saying sorry to me. it hurts like just a lil pinch...yeah....a pinch that hits reality....but the point being...u broke the promise to yourself. u made the promise to meh...but mostly it wuz to yourself....dun ever make another vow or promise if you don't intend to keep it. it's just hurting urself....and i suppose those around you....
yeah...i've learnt to not listen to ur promises in preticular....but hey...da point is...when will you be able to prove to meh that i can trust ur promises???
actually....the point is...i trust you with all my heart.....and i suppose the littlest action you do hurts. even doe it's not intentionaly done to hurt meh, hurts. i'm trusting, i'm loving, i'm helpful..... maybe i sound stuck up or sumthing...but dat ain't what i'm implying.....i'm just saying dat in my nature....i care....i trust....i help. it's what makes meh feel good. i suppose....no one runs to meh with their problems n e more. sighs sighs. i wanna just run...i wanna just stay and not move...
yeah.....

on the other hand....you said u were sorry cause u felt u were being selfish....
i say, how could u think you were being selfish....u can't think it....it's eaither u noe u were or u know u weren't.
don't say sumthing that u know u weren't....on the other hand.....there are some things that you shouldn't admit to.
i don't think you were being selfish....
some friendships don't fade.....
some friendships fade....
hopefully ours are one of the ones that won't fade....
what i'm saying is dat...u dun haveta feelsorry or feel guilty...
some peeps are understanding.....
some peeps ain't...
some noe "friends" better than others...
so yeah...
which type of person do u think i am????
hahaha=>:D now the point being...i ain't happy....i need company...but i dun need it all at de same time...
so yeah....i need to be with someone...need to be alone....
hahaha=>:D