i just noticed how i long to stop thinking soo muchie.....wha.....it's amazing....
even before i sleep.....i think.....to ur surprise....not about death....even doe i have horrible dreams...
most peeps are like saying that i think too muchie about death.....
just cause i'm afraid of it dun mean dat i think bout it all da time...
whack....some peeps are just totally like sooo funnay.....
so in the same way.....i'm not afraid of like going up to random peeps and asking for dere pics....(long story) it dun mean dat i think bout doing it all da time....
hahaha=>:D
so yeah....it's kinda funnay....
oh wellz......just cause i have nerves to face sumthing as serious as death dun mean dat i will think bout it all da time....
hey.....what would u do in my situation???
u noe....now....i've been having dese dreams for like bout like 2 weeks straight everytime i sleep now.....
and i've only like told bout max 6 peeps bout da contents of da dream.....
everyone's like i should go see someone on it.....but should i??? i dun think i should.....
i can just predict all dat's gonna be said from everyone.....
just pray bout it......stop thinking......read da bible, get closer to GOD.....all dat stuff....
hahaha=>:D
even funnier.....told my friend....one of da ones dats always showing da motive to know, halfly cause it's her nature...and halfly cause she cares.......when i told her....i scared her at first.....but den she said i wuz just thinking bout death soo muchie......

oh wellz......last nite.....i guess it wuz kinda betta.....kinda just as bad....oh wellz.....i'll do find it funnay...muhahaha=>:d so yeah.....hahahaha=>:D

what can i say???? my thoughts are long...i have alot of mouth water......i live and strive to tell....but not spread.....
what i need is well....just sumthing dat i should be able to handle.....
hahaha=>:D
kinda funnay.....i can't even take care of myself and i wish to take care of others.....
way tooo funnay if you ask meh....
hahaha=>:D i'm an independant lil individual alrite....but i'm as dependent as hell.....
way too funnay.....
i'm convinced dat i still have much to learn....
yo yo......beat dis....4 pd days.....and like 4 early off days for da coming skool year!!!! yeah....dun dat just kick sum major assie?!?!? well u'll be seeing meh at ur skool quitez alotz now....muhahaha=>:D j/ks j/ks.....dat is when i get used to da bussie....muhahaha=>:d yupz yupz.....hehehe=>:D it's all kool of course....muhahaha=>:D having fun just htinking bout da year to come....heck...who noes da future....all u have is da present.....hahaha=>:D meh a dreamer....but a very critical realist at da same time.....ain't dat sooo controversial??? oh wellz....too bad for peeps....muhahaha=>:D yupz yupz....well i'm having fun typing up stupid thoughts....
i wuzn't sooo down as before today......even doe i woke up feeling extremely sick....muhahaha=>:d yupz yupz....oh wellz.....think i shall be calling more peeps now days......cause well.....let's see.....cause i feel like talking to peeps now....but no one wanna talk to meh;'( dat makes meh very sad......oh wellz.....dey can just go kiss my lovely a to da double s. muhahaha=>:D yupz yupz....gotsta go now....l8a ya'll......i would give you a kiss......but i ain't da type of person....i'd give you a hug....but well....i'd feel awkward....i wouldn't give you a handshake cause it would make meh cry.....so i'll just leave it at dis.....a lil glimpse of happiness on my face dat may or may not reflect on my face through my smile.....hehehe=>:D

i've given my all.....i've given my heart through all that i shall and can do....but u dun accept and all you do is neglect it....so what shall i do???? i will continue to give you my heart and my all......hahaha=>:D soooo peeps can just kiss it.....hahaha=>:d or in other words....shut ur hole or ur holes....muhahaha=>:D way too funnay.....it's all j/ks yo....j/ks!!!!! yupz yupz....l8a