it's late in the morning now. i got seven hours of sleep. i haven't had so much sleep in a long while now. i don't feel so great. i feel kinda sick now. maybe it's da lack of sleep, lack of food and such. i dunno....maybe i'll get better....maybe i wun. sighs......very very whack. i'm too tired and exhausted. i really lack the mind to think now. i'm too tired.....but maybe i'm not. i haveta work tonite.......do u want meh to call ya ma???? i dun think i will call n e one....even doe i miss the company of people......but i am always surrounded by my family, it's alritez. hehehehe=>:D

i wuz watching terminator three last nite......it made meh think about too muchie......as a person said.....everything wants to survive, even machines. muhahahahah=>:D i suppose da world is a constant fight for survival......no one and nothing wants to die. the fact and true thing is....there is no right to inflict pain. i read a book.....it's called the cry of the children....it's a sci-fi kinda book, but the thing and message derived from the novel by me wuz dis. everyone, weak or strong should work together. in this scenario, those who are weak shall not be jealous of those who are stronger, and those who are stronger shall not be despising of those who are weak. the thing is.....the strength of one is not to another, but no one is perfect, they are always lacking in sum part of their character. everyone is unique.....their talents should not be judge. who gives the right for you to judge a talent for being weak or strong? i must agree though, the world is a constant survival of the fittest.

also at the end of t3, they said this, the enevitable can only be prolonged from happening, u cannot change it, it will happen. the true fact here is death. the enevitable is death, because u noe it will happen to ya, just dat u dunno when. it is enevitable of the struggles dat you must go through.......

terminator three.....hm.....think bout dis.......everyone is one who has the power to terminate. to destroy and be strong. everyone wants to survive.....grrrr....oh wellz......i'm just thinking too muchie of a movie.....well meh gona go....l8a yo....