whenever i talk about such stuff of the past, i get cold chills, it's sumthing i'm not supposed to say, but i do because i need it outta my system every so often.....i suppose that's why my dreams freak me out soo much.....have i never told you that my dreams are more of visions??? there wuz one year....well....i wuz like 7 or 8 at the time......i went to p-mall....well p-mall then wuz a crappy lil structure.....it didn't have as many stores as it does now....not lil cubicles n e ways....but not near the walls either.....it had cubicles....not as many......i think by that time....pmall wuz still well kinda still building it's internal structures....but the dream wuz...dat i wuz with a group of random people with my grandmommy at p mall....u noe across from pmall or beside or sumplace, it has that lil sushi place??? well it wuz there in my dream.....yeah....but those people that i didn't know....i had no clue....

then the next day....i woke up....my parents said they hadda go pick sumone up.....yeah...so we did.....i went....those people we picked up....were the same people in my dream...we went walking in pmall......den we went to the sushi place...everything my grandmommy ordered in my dream guess what??? she ordered in real lyphe.......the only thing diff about my dream wuz dat i wuz different.....dat i could actually feel being meh.....but that's not important....i didn't d a think to change what i did in my dream....as if a force greater than i took over meh and held meh there like a puppet.....

now.....i don't have dreams regularly....i either go way beyond the point of dreaming or i stay in shallow slumber, the point is...everytime i have a dream.....it does come true.....cept those super chaotic ones after watching a horror flick....

but the thing is......dere wuz this other time.....when i had a dream about a police officer.....he stopper our car to give us a ticket.....yeah...the very next day....as we were driving down the same road...guess what??? the police which i had seen in my dream came.....gave us a ticket...gave a very friendly smile and left....just like my dream......scary yet???

sighs.....did i not tell you about that other dream i had???? the one about the two car accidents???? i'm not afraid of dying....i never have been and i never will be....the thought that scares meh....is what i see the peoples reaction......it makes meh weep beyond n e thing......i've always had to have an assurance that well....people still cared, that i'm not just sumone in the bakground that no one cares about.....but really.....what i saw makes meh cry just thinking about it now.....it could be two entirely different scenes or times....but one time i wuz in the hospital for a very severe car crash....sighs sighs.....just noe....i think i'm gonna be dying on a bed with a white covering.....it mite not have been a hospital bed....sighs sighs....but whatever.....u wanted to know why i wrote that will??? now yeah.....it's because of a dream....or a vision.....i don't know what it is.....at least i noe i'll live past 22......because in my dream....i swear i wuz 22....hahaha=>:D well whateva...signing off.....l8a......