hm....well here....dis is sumthing i may haveta get off my chest....cause i feel very very bad......

sunday skool, why can't the teacher give meh sum other teachings? why have i heard em all? why do i understand em all? why have i faced a trial almost similar to the results of which dey said dey went through? it bugs meh. yeah. these experiences are coming from a man that is close to his 50's....or even early 50's......but yet.....everything he took years to conquer over, i went through in a matter of days, weeks, or months. but da only thing dat i have trouble with is person.

sighs sighs. yeah....that thinking about death wishes kinda surprised meh. yeah yeah....let da dead worry about emselves and all, but really it can't be helped....i'm going to be the dead person, i'm preparing for da dead since i am da dead person.

maybe i shouldn't know....yeah.....person dat taught sunday skool wanted meh to ask a question about my faith.....but really.....i couldn't even think of a single one. but yet....every single one dat he asked....i could answer....wuz wrong with meh? grrrr......going insane...well kinda.....