yeah......too young to have a will aye???? hahaha=>:D dat's what most think.....hahhaa=>:D soo funnay.....

but den again......i wouldn't become famous....so no one would fight for my property....no one would fight for my wealth.....well let's see dis.....everything is meaningless......when u have no GOD. hehehe=>:D there is a time for everything......hahaha=>:D

but in today's society, i find dat people like to rush things.....well i walk fast....but it's not dat i wanna go n e where.....i just hate slow walking people....or at least da pace dat dey walk at....veggies.....sumtimes....dey inject it coloring and whatnot into da product, dat's speeding up a process....naturally, da fruit or veggie would turn color when it's ready, but no.....people just haveta make it ready when it's not. hm.....yeah....a good example of dis is american juniors....yeah....just look at dose lil kids...yeah, maybe a few of em can sing.....but for sakes.....look at em....dey are only ranging from like 6 to like 13......dey still have a lifelong of skooling to do....what shall dey do when da business fails em??? dey dun have enuff education because dey prolly wouldn't wanna work hard n e ways because they think dey have it all. it's quite pathetic.....but maybe i'm just thinking too much even on dere behalves.

oh yes......to da one who's msn is called "failure" at da present moment......i would like you to noe dat well.....no one is a failure...everyone makes mistakes.....saying sorry doesn't cut it.....but knowing dat u have a heart to make up for what u did is pleasing to hear....but u didn't damage meh much......it just hurt at dat time......dun wollie bout meh.....i'm happy.....well kinda.....well sorta....but whateva....point being...everything'll be just fine.....i prolly got you all sad and prolly a bit mad at urself, but da point being.....no need.....dere are just sum times in lyphe when it's not worth killing urself ova....well actually.....all times are not worth beating urself up for it.....dere are just some things u shouldn't regret much about.....but sumtimes u just can't help it. dun eva call urself a failure....yeah, u may have failed a class, which i noe u didn't.....doesn't mean ur a failure....not being dere for a friend.....u can't be dere for da whole world....i've learnt dat da hard way.....but even if so....u can only be at a certain place at a certain time with certain people......u can't be with everyone....

it's not just dat u changed.....i've changed too.......from an attitude colder den ice, den well....now....a bit ova sensitive at least......but i'd rather stay dis way......allowing meh to use a measure of what i think is more hurtful and more correct......yeah......dere are a few set things which are comepletely wrong in lyphe....but dere are dose times which well......u really dunno till u ask GOD.....or maybe dere is no rite or wrong....just a way which is betta for you......i don't like ur old you n e more den i like da new you......knowing the fact dat u change just helps you see dat ur growing in sum way....dat u no longer can handle da person you used to be. if you dun change in a way dat wuzn't rite for ya....u'll noe.....u'll find complications....u'll find frustrations.....u'll find stress.....it's not da peace of heart u'll recieve.....but if ur stubborn about it.....u will learn to grow cold, like meh......i noe i'm too sensitive at da moment.....but i haven't learnt not to be yet.....so only time can tell. i dunno....maybe it's just meh....but i'm very conscious of my every move......knowing where i'm going and where i shouldn't be going.....but along da way.....i still make mistakes.....

i think da saying about forgiving and forgetting is totally wrong.....becuase well u could not actually forget if you noe what i mean......i dun think da bible eva told you to forget what u forgave......so likewise....i will not forget what i forgave only being dat.....it's like history....it shouldn't be forgotten because well....u can benefit from it....so yeah......dat's just what i think......it's just weird.....i think sooo wrongly sumtimes and sooo weirdly too.....whack....