as seasons change, so will the character of a person. it's just natural. u can feel like a new person with a new haircut, but at the same time, u will always know that you are the same person as who you were before. i really miss you all, especially those that don't even seem to read my thoughts or care or talk to me n e more. i just seem to be a lil annoyance in your lyphe or sumthing. i suppose dat's cause u people will always be important to me. it's alritez doe. yeah, i might seem very annoying, only cause i care alot for those who i think are important to me. maybe that's why i loose out on lyphe. u know what i hate? i hate those that say take lyphe less seriously. i hate those type of people. yeah, lyphe can be fun, but it doesn't mean that you shouldn't care for every little detail in it. yeah, lyphe should offend you. you shouldn't tell somone to not take lyphe soo seriously only because they care. yeah nat, i am telling you to shut up! it wuz rude what you said. but maybe it's cause i know where media is coming from. and even though i think media is annoying sumtimes, but she still has her rights to think that it wuz childish. you shouldn't live ur lyphe always as the little child. just because u have a job, but ur mommy still tucks u in at night doesn't mean that you are still a lil child. yeah, when u read this, if you even will, i prolly offended you, and i'm sorry. i just couldn't live with that n e more, cause i don't take lyphe easily. i will always choose to take it serious, and if you don't like dat, den u can just piss off. i hope that you will still be my friend afta u read this, but i just needed to straighten some things out.


okayz. on to other things. hm. have my skool friends noticed that i've changed. somehow, those that i seem not to care alot about do notice. i mean, those at skool at least. i have neglected a person from grade 9 and on, but yet she has noticed that i've changed, and that i'm no longer that lil child n e more. she says it's good, and i don't think it's bad. but i suppose, as a somewhat more mature person, i must be like an adult and have patience, and be there even though i feel as if someone is doing sumthing bad. and i should teach when i think it is neccessary. yeah. i sound like an adult or parent more than a friend right? yeah, everyone hates those type of people. but if you really wanna noe sumthing. i wouldn't hate those that care alot just to tell you. cause maybe one day you'll just need them to be there, and they won't because they are still mad at you for sumthing you did to them.