sighs sighs. i don't know, but i can't seem to shake of my mind that i'm just meant for something.

ever since i was young, i was a christian. never in my mind, was there a doubt that JESUS was GOD. yes, there was doubts, but maybe there was a meaning for me to have believed since i was young. let's see, i never had friends when i was young, but yet i only became a lil bit bitter, but yet, i don't hate. slowly and gradually, that bitterness turned into anger. that anger slowly turned in to annoyance. and later on, that annoyance turned into acceptance. sighs sighs.

it's weird how things so sever could just turn so minor. maybe it comes with age and called maturity. sighs sighs i still can't believe i sounded soooo harsh, i'm really really sorry....