i'm tired, i'm frustrated, but i think i found out why. i need more cds. arg! sooo evil sooo evil!!! yupz yupz. waiting for the day to come. hoping that all will go fine. it's just a phase in lyphe, for all things good and bad will pass. sighs sighs. you don't believe in love or at least the worldly sense. you can't take apologies because u believe there shouldn't be one. i don't even know who or what i'm even talking about n e more.

philisophical....muhahaha=>:D:P it's only because i'm analytical. i'm a natural born thinker, but also listener and all dat crap. i don't know, i hated careers and i also hate leadership class for the same reason. but it's alrights. i'm fine i suppose. there's gotta be more den like getting depressed when u are like doing those crappy quizzes. yeah, i'm neither one exactly. i'm kinda in between every single one. it's funnay how when u accept things, that u also change with perception. hahaha=>:D:P it's because most of the faults of my originally classified personality, wuz like improved and corrected as the years went by. there were times when lyphe was sooo harsh, so in order to survive, i must adapt. no, this world is not the survival of the fittest. it's that the strong must protect the weak so the weak can become strong. so in a sense, survival of the fittest is only half correct. i don't even know if people bother to read this ne more.

yeah, i've been thinking about the survival of the fittest thing that you always say when ur upset or such. and time and time again, i feel your pain, why? i don't know. it's as if we are connected some way. but maybe it's because i honestly do care. u prolly ain't feeling n e thing bad or just kinda okay at the present moment. but i just don't......

but than if you say it's the survival of the fittest, than none shall deserve to live. since JESUS came to earth to die for us, that means are sin has already made us unfit does it not? i suppose survival of the fittest can like go on soo many levels. i don't know. whateva. i'm tired......just let meh think