before i sleep tonight, i have to get everything off my chest.

human pride comes before all actions and thoughts. sighs sighs.

i missie you sooo much boi, and it was a fancy seeing you there today. sighs sighs. i just wanted to run up to you and give you two a hug, but now know that physically, and emotionally, there is now and forever going to be a gap between us. sighs sighs.

you will always be inside my heart....

hm....bak to more important matters, i should just forget aye? i should just let the past be the past. i can't wait till the 31st!!! i finaly get to see brian!!!! yaya!!! hehehe=>:D:P but then again, i could go see him on the fifth of december if i really wanted to....hm....i do have a pd day...so i might as well go.....hm.....or i could go visit bessie....hm....that's a thought....or i could go visit jean and ann are erindale....hm.....where should i go??? i could go to clarkson....but what for?? winston's mad at meh....i could go to lp....hm...maybe i should go there....pat, tony, ken, and willy most likely would be happy to see meh??? hm....i have no clue. hehehe=>:D:P well whatever i decide to do.....i'll prolly gonna go see someone....maybe i'll just chill at mills...or take the bus to egh.....brian's house...hm...maybe i should do that...but i'd haveta tell him first.....yeah.....i could spend the day with him....well if he's not busy....hm...that's a really nice thought....then i could give him a big big hug!!!! hehehe=>:D:P