everyone is a survivor of something. let's see. there are those that survive alcohol abuse. some survive drug abuse. some survive physical abuse. and some, they just survive and live on even though their problems may still exsist.

people don't think ur weak. people only see that you are weak because that is the image you portray. it's more of a clique and steoreotype than an actual culture. but it's good to know. sighs sighs.


it's only november, and i'm sooo lonely. sighs sighs

there's just sumthing about you that i don't understand. there's just sumthing about you that like causes meh to bubble. arg. why? i don't want this feeling. arg. media......that book thingy wuz right. my parents talked to meh today about fixing our house and moving. arg arg. muhahaha>:D:P finally, we have come the conclusion that we are not moving. brian, u still owe me a trip to p-mall, but i don't even noe why i wanna go n e more. muhahaha=>:D:P well maybe just spending time with my far away friend would be nice....even though u are only like 20-30 mins away....muhahaha=>:D:P

yupz yupz. maybe there will be a wedding in my family, but there was certainly a death...sighs sighs. i think my grandpa is like very sick or sumthing. he's having like heart problems...crap.......my family has a history of heart failure...arg!!!! not good!!! not good at all!!!! arg!!! but whateva GOD's will is, it shall be....so i can't regret and only shall i look forward and accept