the greatest problems in this world arrouse because of acceptance issues. i'm serious. when u get mad at something, why do you get mad? is it because that someone said sumthing really offending or maybe because that they did something to you? but the fact is......if you understand why they said it to you, and why they did that, maybe then you wouldn't be so upset. yeah, that's what i said to bessie, and i made her cry more. i still remember that, and i still feel bad that i did it, but i don't feel guilty, because.....reality has to hit you some time, if not from meh, someone who is actually ur enemy.

it's not true that what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. i'm serious. it's not true at all. lyphe to me will never be the survival of fittest. if we were in battle, and all were suppose to be the "fittest" than should there not even be a battle? but men are not like that. i mean..men in the sense as all humans. so yeah. the fact is, if we were all fit, we should see that we are and there shall be no battle at all. world peace will never arrive. you can only dream, but in this world, u will never see it. you can see glimpses of it, but really, to see the full magnitude of peace, u think you would see it? u think u'd enjoy? i doubt you will. many people can't even find a lil bit of others to be happy. the more you care, the more fake people think you are. the more you try to be different, the more you are the same. sighs sighs. i don't now. muhahahah.

i don't even know what i';m saying....i'm just sooo tired.....sighs sighs....