let's just say that the season for christmas should be abundant all year round. yeah, people don't like me for the reason of being too nice? why? because people can't understand that being nice is something that makes you feel better? hm. why do people always think that being nice to some one must have some negative consequence? i don't get it. what is wrong with people now days?

hm.....the gift thing....i never quite got to finishe my thought, my sister interupted me. so yeah. the issue there was that christmas isn't about the gifts, it's not about how much we spend, but it's rather about the love that we show and demonstrate. it's the time you take to make something better than it is. i mean, people take for granted that they can actually have a christmas. people don't understand that christmas doesn't have to be for the gifts. i mean, i take the time to make every single one of mines, only because i have a yearning to learn to make sumthing. i take the time and heart to make it so that it looks perfect for someone. i like to see the smile on someone's face after giving them a present. the satisfaction isn't there when i simply buy a gift without reason. a gift is from the heart. and without the heart, there is no proper present. the heart symbolises love, love which humans at first didn't have. humans are dust. from dust we were formed to dust we return. but that's besides the point. love is not possible if you were dust, that's all i'm trying to demonstrate. dust is given the breath of life, the breath coming from GOD. GOD being love, then henceforth letting us to be able to receive and return love. now you get my thought? WITHOUT GOD, YOU WILL BE UNABLE TO LOVE. that's simply my thought, my conclusion.