now you see the christmas season and everyone's only obsessed with buying people gifts. well, now then, people that are only obsessed in shopping during this season can just kiss their sorry little asses and leave my thought pagie cause you wouldn't want to read on. i'm not going to diss you people up, and noe not many of you people are even gonna plan to read my darn thoughts, so it doesn't matter. either way, it's a win win situation for me. muhaahah!!! yeah yeah!!! okay. i am obsessed in buying gifts, but i'm obsessed in shopping 24/7. shopping is just my thing, even if it is window shopping. but that's not the fact, i mean, everyone is soooo materialistic.

yeah, now out of no where, i felt like asking ken matsushita what he wanted for christmas. i wasn't really shocked by his answer, just that one i didn't expect. this is his answer and his reply for my silly lil question. he's like this, "i actually don't want anything for christmas. nothing more do i want. i have everything i need to be happy. all i have now (talking about materialistic things), aren't necessities, they just play a minor role even if i didn't have them." now i probably altered some of his words, but those are the jists of what he said. but then he continues to say that he'd like an md player, but that really doesn't matter because he doesn't need it.

don't ask why i still remember this, i asked him on like monday i believe. so yeah. now i know brian would be something of the same sort of reply. buti know he doesn't want me buying a gift for him because he doesn't want to buy a gift for me. but the thing is....it really doesn't matter if the people i choose to buy gifts returns a gift to me or not. it really doesn't bug me. now matt's soo kind to offer to buy me a lil bite at the mall, but obviously, my plans are still always the same, either pay for it urself, or borrow to buy. yeah, i ended up buying food for myself...hehehe=>:D:P come to think about it......i've been hanging with matt every weekend so far....wherever he goes...i'll go.... wow, i'm a follower...or a friendly stalker...whichever the one, still one in the same if you ask me. but i prolly won't go with him the following weekend. so yeah. it's all good i suppose. hm...now where can i find usable comfy earphones that don't hurt as much??? args...this is evil..... well, people say a guy ain't worth 30 dollars, so in the same sense, why are girls worth diamonds? i don't get it. what makes a girl special where guys aren't? well, i've come to notice that yesterday, i did better than i thought i would. with forty dollars, i bought 3 gifts.....you'd say that was bad....but i only expected to buy 3 with sixty dollars. so yeah.....i woulda bought like 4 gifts with 60 instead. hehehe. what i've wanted to buy my sister for a long time now was on sale, so of course i was going to buy it.....how could i resist a sale like that? hehehe=>:D:P i mean, i know my sister will really like it, even if she has something like that, i know she'll like it because how can you resist a gift from the heart?

now, it's not the gift giving season, but it's christmas. it's about what GOD gave to us that's important and what we give bak to GOD, not what we give to other people. i mean yes, do you know why there is something about christmas time that makes us want it have it year round? i'll tell you. because this world lacks love, and during these harsh winter months (or at least in canada) love is finally demonstrated. but now days, people have become so self centered, everyone has grown bitter one way or another, that during any other time besides christmas, they show no love. and even during christmas, they have no love, but it's hidden behind the motive of buying gifts. so yeah. whateva. meh going....